It's been a while!

          I haven't blogged for like two weeks... how odd is that!  It's been so busy for me lately.  I haven't had the time to just chill out... and here I am tonight.  Today (and this weekend...) I just have been hanging out not doing studying and catching up-ish on my life.  O how wonderful.  It's so tempting to just eat and watch Friends and to not go to school.  Tomorrow I must get to work.  I have another long wednesday.  Anyway, last weekend I went to colorado with my teammates and it was great.  I had such a fun time even though I was reluctant to go.  That's when all the good things seem to happen when you don't want to go and things just seem to be turning out wrong.  We won 1 of our 3 games, but I played in all of them and it was worth it to have a great time away from BYU.  I'm so so so done with the dorms, the bathrooms here where when you just want to relieve yourself a questionable stench permiates the porcelan thrown and the stall and the canc.  Can't wait till I can live at home.  But i've been thinking about that a lot lately, and I will miss my roommate, and our laughs, and the girls on my floor and seeing whitney everyday... that's what's going to be the craziest part about moving back home.  I only have two more weeks ish left.  It's gone by so fast.  I'm making a pact to not let any great moments pass me by next sememter.  I'm going to meet a lot of boys and make a lot of new friends and just have a great college experience.  I've also decided that I want to work in a hospital this summer and I'm actually hoping to get my CNA.  So I guess a lot of things have changed since last I wrote on my blog.... Well I love life... lets go on with it! :) 

p.s. these are my roommates for next year... :) yay

Provoking thought...

So as I was reading some selections from Frued for my Humanities class, I had this feeling... when is the point in which you truly appreciate your past and lean on hopes for the future to help you become what your ideal self?  EX: I was once a chubby chubster.  Very large for a 12 year old girl.  I have made my life into a world that pretty much revolves around fitness... my major, my passions... pretty much deal with health and fitness!  So, how did this happen?  And when did I reach that point of contentedness that I feel I am in right now?  I think it was after my first semester of college when I decided that i was quite normal, and that I was quite happy with being a strong and fit girl, stead of being a sticky one... :)  Happy day to ya. 

Girls night

Today has been such a wonderful and beautiful day.  It felt like true Utah springtime... my favorite of all the seasons because of the prospect of summer and a break from snow!! 

:) I worked out this morning, went to a shower for my friend Emily, and then laid and played in the sun for two hours.  I was with brandi and we just talked, did a little homework, and enjoyed the opportunity to be outside without a jacket and shorts on!!!  I also bought some underarmor shorts from my gym for only 12 dollars!  How awesome is that! It's been good.  To end out the night, I got songs on my phone and made this wonderful frame for my room and appartment next year and will make another one sometime soon.  Along with that I

 got to spend some fun time with my family, so all in all, life is good.  I've been realizing so much lately how lucky I am to live the life I do.  The things I worry about are so little in the whole skeem of things.  I don't have to question if i'll have food to eat or a comfortable place to sleep, or that I'll get shot during the night.  Utah is such a safe place in comparison to the rest of the world.  I'm just happy to have my privileges and need to be more grateful for them.     Anyways, here's a picture of my frame! :) 

Should I go five?

It's been four days since I showered.  I think that's QUITE enough of the no shower... Yet.  I'm tempted to go five.  Who knows, maybe it'll bring me the men.  I'm gettin so lonely. 

I think Degas had it right in this picture.  I feel this way sometimes... ;) too much 'absent' (a spiked drink that was more like today's equiv. of cocaine.)

O ya baby