Friday, February 27, 2009

TIny insight into life...

"The Power of One"
My humanities class is bomb.  As Anna says, the word bomb is all encompassing... it's better then the bestest... Absolute.  Pretty much these two pictures are bomb.  They give me hope.  I believe experiencing trials and coming out on top is one of the greatest things we can do in this life.  It is more admirable then making millions of dollars, being famous for playing sports well, being a well-known author, actor, or community leader.  Each individual trial we overcome in this life is a stepping stone towards what is the very best, absolute = Heaven.  If we, like this picture of the women holding back what seems to be an entire army, hold off all of the hardships, temptations, and just plain old crap that Satan and his army throw at us, we will make a difference to ourselves and many others.  We will come out on top like the man on the mountain.
  (Caspar Friedrich, Traveler looking over the sea of fog. 1818)
This man seems to be on the presipus of his life looking over in Fear? with Hope? deep in Thought? experiencing Feeling?- you interpret for yourself- but to me this painting makes you feel something awesome (awe-some).  It is a reminder to me that each day we have the chance to look over what we want to learn from yesterday (the hard climb up the mountain), experience today (enjoying the top), and make for tomorrow (the surroundings of untangible atmosphere).  The VASTNESS of the future is sublime... it is important to take something out of each experience of life and remember the good times... To try not to look so much into what could, would, and should be the future, but at what can and will be today.  

   Thanks for all the good advice etc. Mamma, Daddy, Kim, Danielle, Paul, Spencer, Chris, Jacee, Katie, Kyle, Jeff, Brandi, Lindley, Whitney, Anna, Ness, Tanner, Carla, etc etc etc!!!  :)  
Loves to you all.  
Life is good... Each day is a blessing. 
Live each day like it was your last.   
P.S. - Talk about being reflective this sememster!!! I'm growing into grandmother willow. 

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Cali forni ahhhh

This is me surfing for real... I was trying really hard to be in hawaii simultaneously ha ha!
Brandi, Lindley and I found this awesome little bridge place under the boardwalk.  It was fun to pretend we were falling of the edge... from here came some of my favorite pictures. 
The girls!  We always take pictures on vacations we go on.  How lucky am I to have gone on so many vacations with my close friends because of sports or art history or just cuz we can!! :) 


O how I love the sun shine!  It reminds me of the person that I want to be every day.  I'm so much happier with an ocean breeze in my face and my buddies by my side in shorts and a t-shirt.  It was a great trip and a perfect excuse to get away.  Now I probably should have been paying more attention to Lacrosse while I was there, but I mostly just loved being away from p-town and drama and have an excuse to just let loose.  It was fun to be with my team and we even one one game!!!  It's kinda funny though cuz we all seemed to enjoy the beach more then the actual lacrosse playing.  Girls will be girls.  

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Life/Crap happens... pick it up and throw it away

    I like to think that when you have bad days they always seem to get better... Seems like lately the bad days just go on and on... I'll have parts of days that aren't so bad... but then bomb hits and kelsey's getting stretched into 1,000 pieces... so here's a list of things I'm grateful for today... things that made today a good day. 

1.) I slept in my own bed in sandy with really warm sheets. bless-ed. 

2.) I have friends that are willing to talk to me and be open with me about important issues in their lives. 

3.)  I have a computer that works that lets me keep up with people who I don't see very much and stalk those that I want to see more. (joke.) 

4.)  I have AWESOME support system back home and know that no matter what I do, they'll be there for me.

5.)  I have the book of mormon to teach me the truth in this life and lead me in the right direction when I feel like there are too many directions to choose from. 

6.) My body works well and I can run off my problems most the time. 

7.) I'm bringin sexy back

Nuf said

Thursday, February 5, 2009

So yesterday

So yesterday was so hard for me!  I was anxious the whole day and just felt like my head would explode or something.  I like being busy but being as busy as I am on wednesday's is starting to keep me all knotted up.  I had a good night though so it was okay that the day was super stressful.  I just chilled out for a few hours and when I went to bed, I just got this little comfort... I even took a picture of it.  My bed was so comfortable-looking and it gave me an awesome nights sleep.  I have also been exercising fairly a lot so my pent up energy goes to a good sorce instead of going to my school-work.