MAH ha ha ha... Vampire style

Last night I went to the twilight premiere of Twilight with Whitney... O my heavens it was one of the best nights i've had for years I swear.  We just laughed and giggled through the whole thing and enjoyed ourselves so much.  The movie is just as cheesy as the book was, but I would see it again for sure if I wanted a love rush.  There were some scenes in there that made me just want to shout for love joy.  What a time.  We got back at 3:30 and then had an 8:00 class.  It was great fun running on less then 4 hours of sleep.  But it was okay. I had Edward dreams. :) 

FIRE

That's all I got to say, and if you get it, you're awesome

I just want you all to know...

That I have three new guy friends who I met down in Provo.  I believe they all know my name, and we have made jokes together so I call them my man friends.  Yay for Kels.  She's growing up in the world of BYU.... Lame!  

I also had a blast from the past ish kind of thing.  I talked to Anna and Vanessa this weekend and it was so good to connect with people who know me ha ha.  My mama always says to never forget the good friendships you've made at home... And I don't see the point in forgetting... So many people I've talked to who go down to college etc are like... I never really see or talk to my good friends from high school, but I do because I like them. Ha ha ha

Lastly, I think that someone spiked my diet sprite on friday night because I was in this nuts-o mood this weekend... I crashed today, but it was so much f

un to be that hyper and happy all week.  I was such a good week to follow all the bad weeks i've been having lately.  Things are looking up for me... and I'm happy. :) 

What a joy to be alive!

So there's this man who works at the Cannon Centre (yes... centre... makes it sound elequent... cuz it is.  The rice crispies there could be fed to Kings, and they would die and go to heaven.  Yes, I eat them regularly, and yes I am immortal.)  Anyway, this man is fairly overweight, he's probably in his fifties, and he looks SO sad all the time.  If he wasn't so old, and it wouldn't make me a creeper, I'd be his friend.  I want to do something for him, because honestly every time I see this man, I just want to cry.  I've never had my heart go out to someone as much as this man, so what can I do?  I'm happy to have this little example as a reminder that my life could be so much worse.  At least I'm healthy, obsessed with exercise because of the happiness it brings me, and I have amazing friends and family who support me in whatever happens. (thanks dudes :) ).  I just know that I'm blessed, and I could bless this mans life somehow.  Any good ideas?  Maybe I'll make him a card. HA! I dunno.  Thanks for supporting me in all my exentrisities (spelling?). ha! 

da BOM!

God answers prayers in the most subtle of ways.  Mosiah 1-6 answered mine tonight... and heck... it was an assignment. HA! Thanks to Jeff as well for bein my friend tonight and letting me vent.  I think that there's a lot to be said for the small things that happen in life eh? yay for the spirit!!!! :) 

Okay okay it's not that bad...

I think that I found a little bit of my answer this week.  I found a friend, and actually my lacrosse team to me seems like a huge group of friends, who I can get along with easily.  I don't feel like I have to put on a face, or carry myself like a really good mormon girl would all the time.  In short, I can be human.  It's great when you find people that are just like you, who work hard, and seem to not get what they want out of life, but still they're happy.  I find a lot of inspiration from my mom in times like these.  She carries a lot more on her plate then I do, and so does my dad.  What incredible examples they are for me.  Also my sisters and brothers who are hard workers, and have gone through a whole lot.  You're all my example and I love you!  I hope to be like you in a few years, but for now, I'm going to keep learning and growing as a person.  My friend Emily said today as we were running, "What's life if you don't give it all you got?"  :)